'Hell of a Critic'

Just a few lines from my heart for My Palestinian Brothers and sisters who are being brutally martyred by Jews. Please just take a few moments from your precious time and pray for our Muslim brothers and sisters.
Thanks

Stop doing this slay
Let the kids play
Clouds of smoke ruin the day…
I guess no one listens to them when they pray
Gasping for the right to live
While the beasts hunts for their prey
Their screams don’t let them sway
But remember they have gone astray
Hope they get back on the right way
Or else they will pay
For thy God is out there
He’ll Show His glare
And will answer our prayers

Akmal
17/Jan/09

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I still dream of you, the dream which I never told anyone, the dream which lies in the depth of my heart, the dream which is pure, the dream is innocent; the dream is just a dream.

The dream comes out of my heart through my eyes, but the problem is the dream goes back inside of my heart, I want to wash this dream of you, knowing that it might not come true, but it’s what they call hope remains.

They say what’s written will be done and whatever happens you cannot change it, but only if I had a chance to change to change the written I will not change anything, I will just add this dream of you.

I don’t know why you are so important to me, I don’t know, but that’s a fact that I really don’t wana know.

Sometimes I feel so vulnerable, so much helpless, I can’t explain it to you….. life has brought me to a do or die situation. A situation where I don’t know why but I have the fear of losing you, the fear that lies inside me, I can’t explain you I which manner you will affect me.

My thoughts are deep, my words portray my feelings for you, but I can’t show it to you, because I am afraid that you might take them in negative sense.

I LOVE YOU

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Being aware of the system of death, you don’t really realize the stun coming towards you drifting just besides you, keeping you unaware of the pain it might cause you. Leave you behind with memories and tears, sorrow and regret. Holding you uptight, your body unable to move, and your mind frozen to death. Trying to escape, you make a frantic move, desperate to move and breathe, breathe in fresh air away from the toxicity of the moment, you cruse yourself, you curse Him asking him WHY? Still pleading for mercy and compassion for the departed. Your eyes filled with tears, your heart filled with pain, your mind filled with reminiscences and your hands having the broken pieces of the goblet of memories in your mind. Trying to calm yourself down from the intensity of the pain. Helpless because of the voice coming in your ears, the voice which you can hear but cannot reply, frustration slaughtering your very mind, regret wounding your very soul. Trying to be brave facing the situation, broken inside cowardly soliciting for a break. But the vibe inside is a mere reflection of the truth that everyone has to face someday. So hold His rope, don’t let it go, he is undoubtedly your creator. He has all the right to take away what He has given you. Don’t move your eyes away from the truth, because He is there watching you and will call you when it’s your time.

<b>Quran (3:185) wrote:

Every soul shall have a taste of death: And only on the Day of Judgment shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life): For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception.</b>

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P.S: Was taken by a surprise after hearing of a friends death, i wasn’t able to do anything so wrote what came in my mind.

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Hi all.
Well, lets get started with cs, HERE is a torrent for CS 1.6. This version don’t need any patches so just download and install it and start playing.

NOTE: Many servers asks for SXE INJECTED to be installed before entering the server. Sxe Injected as a third part anti cheat client which needs to be on before you START your cs. As i earlier said that its a third part sorftware and its free as well so Sxe creators do not take responsibility for any damage done to your system. Though its safe but there are some conflicts with a few types of OS but it runs smoothly on Xp and Vista i haven’t tried Win 7 yet so i don’t know if it works there as well.

Now I am guessing you have installed your CS along with sxe, Now Open your SXE Injected, minimize the SXE screen and open CS, Now first of all open go the “OPTIONS” and change your “Player Name”, the normal Player name is set as Player it might be different according to the Patch type that is if you have one. So now that you have entered the Player Name, Go “FIND SERVER”. The first two options are “INTERNET” and “FAVORITES”. You can search for Online Servers through internet option, You can also select a few settings according to which the search of servers will take place. Another easy way to directly go to your deserved server is through favorites option. you can select right click and hit add to favrioties from the servers shown in the Internet section other then that you can search for servers from game tracking sites. Now select a server double click it and start playing

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Some time you just want to surrender with ever thing you have….specifically Responsibilities and life!

I mean ke yaar…I have tried allot..Given it my best shot…I came a long way…and what do I have? Nothing..huh! life sucks isn’t it? Khair….and in the end they say don’t give up….don’t lose hope…don’t do this and don’t do that…It’s a test yea to wo…yar come on get a life you freaking people? If you want to study you choose a field…and this choice is on you! To select a educational field and start studying and give its exams…….but I haven’t selected to live? I haven’t asked for this ***** Life…so what God take it away….I don’t give a **** about it??? I merely hate it…..For the last year…I have spare all the time of the world to ask for death buh what new…burai kabhi nai marte khair yaar kiya bakwas hai!!

And sonay peh suhaga yea hai ke loug kehtain hain ke un ko dekho jin ke pas kuch nai yea to wo??

Kiya Bakwas hai yea ??? am I the GOD jis ne un ko esa bannaya hai? Yea un se yea sab kuch cheen liyea hai??? Am I the one who should be blamed for all this shit??? I have problems and I have to deal with them….and I live with them every day! Per nai har koi apni batain kare ga…..batain suna kar chala jaye ga…and they live there freaking lifes….jab un per museebat ate hai they feel the same way….Huh…Pathetic Crap!

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Even Though If I Die…Don’t Cry!

Visualize The Old Days
And Those Sleepless Nights!

Remember Them!

Feel….And Live!

Don’t Let Go Of Me…Away From You!

Keep The Feel Of My Footpath! In The Way!

Don’t Let Them Run Away!

Don’t Let Me Die

Don’t Let Your Eyes Get Wet!

Don’t Cry

Remember the Days

Sleepless Nights

Remember

Believe And Live On!!

I’ll let you keep My Voice…And My Songs

Keep My Things the Way They Were

Like the fall Dawns

I’ll come back! Home!

Don’t Let Me Go Even Though If Am Not With You!

Don’t You Dare Cry!

Old Days!

Sleepless Nights

Remember

Think and Live On!

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I had a terrible day today
I was in a village that was constructed by cda near Trail 3..Called Said Pur Gao..
Me along with my friend whea going to thea…in the village thea is MAndar…we wea going to see that mander
And the funniest yet annoying thing happened…the tire of our car bursted: D
The stumpy was out of air …we had less money so could not afford to hire taxi..because the nearest…Petrol pump…was in super =D….our tire ruptured in front of a mosque….the Clerk of mosque offer us his Money…buh we refused…because we had called 915 the traffic police we waited for long one hour and called atleast 3 times..as our balance was also low khair the Clerk took the initiative and stopped a taxi..and ordered us to go with the taxi and I was just able to reach home at the time of aftar

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09/13/2008

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It has been a year, since the breeze has stopped that made my day…the light has vanished that enlightened my mind and soul.
It has been a year since I have stopped dreaming and living on with a dead, ruthless and meaningless life.
For this I have suffered a lot, Cried a lot, Yelled at God that why have you done this to me?. But still no answer;(.
The pain inside comes out through my eyes..The scars on my heart enlightens and my whole body starts screaming..
How Can I Forget this? How can I love on like this?…How can I stop thinking? “
My Dreams have Shattered..
My Presence Just Vanished..
My Soul Just Died..
My eyes are swollen..
My heart is Hurt..
My Mind Is stuck…….what can I do?
I have stopped living in the present, stopped planning for the future…I just think about the Past…that want a wonderful life I had live till that very day…

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Thinking of being bad is an obsession
Being Bad is my passion
People say I am rude
But that’s just one part of the Feud
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I don’t care what people say!
But remember never come in my way!
Keep the gossips running around
Make me famous…boy I am loving it
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I am a confident freak..
Makes me look like a hatred loving geek
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I live in my world
Come near and face the hurl….
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I hate giving a second chance..!
I won’t even throw it a glance: D
My words are solid like stone
Will make you feel to groan

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