About Me
About the Author!
The year was 1989, when I was born in a middle class family in Rawalpindi, Pakistan. My father was a devoted and sincere Government officer. My mother was a loyal and faithful house wife. I was the youngest amongst my siblings consisting of my elder sister and brother.
I was said to have an identical face to my father, my father was very much ambitious over me, that one day this kid is going to make me proud. He along with my mother always believed in my abilities. Abilities, which still I am unable to find in me.
I wanted to do everything which I liked, like play international cricket, become a singer and a guitarist as well. I really hated studies but I always use to pass them by studying them at the end of the year. Life moved on I started playing more cricket with my friend at cricket nets, started learning guitar and music. My music teacher was amazed by my talent towards music; I always had a crazy of music. I don‘t know why but it seemed to be one very very important part of my soul.
I always hated social gatherings so I didn’t have any social network at all. Just a few friends were enough for me. I was very aggressive and my anger usually went out of control at times. But the love from my parents always calmed it down, don’t know why but it was kind of a magic, so my anger didn’t remained long. But it was very destructive as I’ve broken quite of the households in my home =D.
As my passion of doing everything, I use to change my educational field often. I always wanted best of the best, and I was able to get everything.
March, 2007 my dad was promoted to Secretary, it was one of the happiest moments of my life, I felt like being on the top of the world. Secretary is the highest post offered to civil servants, so my dad was also at the peak of everything. So what more? I always had a strong support at my back, but now it felt stronger! And more powerful!
On the contrary let me not forget to mention my not so good relation with my siblings and other relatives, My brother was a calm and quite person from the start, he went to Lahore for a job and I always had fights with my sister. My family relations was not good.
As I Told earlier I had a very few friends, that included my parents.
They Call It life, The Day was 9th August, it was my 18nt birthday, my family of five where on a religious journey for performing of Ummrah, we were on our way to The City of our Holy Prophet [P.B.U.M] Madina from Makkah. The driver of our car feel asleep, the car was at a very high speed. Our car slipped a bit, and the driver realized that something and applied immediate Breaks to the car after waking up!
Our car rolled over and over almost about 8 times. As a result Both of my parents died at the spot!
This very accident changed my life forever. Even though I am breathing but my mind is still set to that very last days with them.
I was left very alone but somehow I started friendship with words. Now words are one of my best friends!
Thanks!
Brother, u seem to have very good relationship with words, i hear all those sorrowfull voices and numb feelings towards life, which are trying to take advantage of ur position or situation. Hope u do all what can give a little happiness in life, hope u have a life with good relations ship with ur siblings, HOPE U FULLFILL THAT DREAM, WHICH WAS SEEN BY YOUR FATHER ONCE!!!.. and make him proud in heavens…
“.. and some are born with endless night.. (William Blake) “
Mera Koi Word Apko Hosla Aur Apka Wo NAYAB KHAZANA ap ko wapis nhi de sakta lakin main kuch kahoun ga zaroor.
Jis ne ye poori Duniya banayi ha uska vision hamare vision se ziada bright aur vast ha. Wo kehta ha k main apne bandon pe utna boj dalta hon jitni un main taqat hoti ha.
Us ne hame paida kia, Insan banaya, Musalman banaya, Poori body theek thak di lakin ham ne kabhi usko Thanks tak nhi kaha lakin wo kabhi ham se naraz nhi hota.
But we people, bohat kuch lene k bad jab koi aik cheez wo bhee usi ki ho wo wapis le leta ha to naraz ho jate hain us se.
U should proud and happy abt ur parents k wo itne ache hain k RAB UL KAREEM ne unko ziada der zameen pe rehne nhi dia aur apne pass bula lia kion k is duniya ki tarah ooper Asmanon main bhee ache logon ki shortage ha isi waja se wo ache logon ko jald apne pass bula leta ha.
Shaid mere kehne se koi fark na pare lakin apka yeh gussa aur ye bagawat un ko koi faida nhi de gee lakin agar ap un se sacha piyar karte ho to un ki ROOH k liye kuch aisa karo k unko real main fakhar ho ap pe.
I m sure k wo JANNAT main hon gein to un se hamesha k liye milne k liye kuch aisa karo k JANNAT main raho un k sath.
Rab Ul Kareem Bohat meharban ha wo kabhi apne bandon se naraz nhi hota chahe ham jitne bhee gir jayein sirf aik ansoo hamare sare gunnah mitane k liye kafi ha.
( BE A BROTHER MUJE LAGTA THA MUJE KEHNA CHAHIYE TO MAIN NE KEH DIA AGAR KOI BAT BURI LAGI HO TO MUAF KARNA. RAB UL KAREEM HAM PE REHAM FARMAYE. AMEEN)
Mr Asghar,
I really appreciate your comment. The way you have given your point of view is very incisive, thought provoking and persuasive. Being Rajput’s elder sister I value the support that these words can and do provide.
May Allah make us siblings be a sadqqa e jariya for our parents. Even if we are able to be half as good as they were it will be an acheivement.
Many thanks
Aslam-o-Alikum !
Sis
Im very happy that u reply on my comments.
Mere Dua hamesha MOM & DAD k sath rahe gein Inshallah.
and one more thing BAHI ko thanks nhi kehte kion k mere API muje kabhi thanks nhi kehti.
FEE AMAN ALLAH
RAB UL KAREEM HAME HADAYAT DE.
AMEEN
Shadab Asghar
(My Name Is Shadab, Asghar Is My Father’s Name)
Thanks Shadab, Thanks baji for replying…..And They mostly use SurName while referring to some one.
And Thanks Neo For your Reply Really Appreciate that.
Salams..
you have great strength in your words…
and mark my golden words..
!..YOU ARE A BORN LAWYER..!
Regards
Hasan Naeem
And this is what we call L-I-F-E. We can’t have everything we want, if we could no one would ever leave, no would would ever cry, there will be no happiness when we gain something, there will be no emotions left in this world. I pray for your parents with all due respect in my heart. They must have been two great souls to have groomed you the way you are. And remember, they are up there watching you and they are, indeed, very proud of you! May your family find every reason to be happy and every reason to be thankful to Allah for what he has given to you. You live to make history. Stay blessed. Ameen.