I have lost every Hope!

Some time you just want to surrender with ever thing you have….specifically Responsibilities and life!
I mean ke yaar…I have tried allot..Given it my best shot…I came a long way…and what do I have? Nothing..huh! life sucks isn’t it? Khair….and in the end they say don’t give up….don’t lose hope…don’t do this and don’t do that…It’s a test yea to wo…yar come on get a life you freaking people? If you want to study you choose a field…and this choice is on you! To select a educational field and start studying and give its exams…….but I haven’t selected to live? I haven’t asked for this ***** Life…so what God take it away….I don’t give a **** about it??? I merely hate it…..For the last year…I have spare all the time of the world to ask for death buh what new…burai kabhi nai marte
khair yaar kiya bakwas hai!!
And sonay peh suhaga yea hai ke loug kehtain hain ke un ko dekho jin ke pas kuch nai yea to wo??
Kiya Bakwas hai yea ??? am I the GOD jis ne un ko esa bannaya hai? Yea un se yea sab kuch cheen liyea hai??? Am I the one who should be blamed for all this shit??? I have problems and I have to deal with them….and I live with them every day! Per nai har koi apni batain kare ga…..batain suna kar chala jaye ga…and they live there freaking lifes….jab un per museebat ate hai they feel the same way….Huh…Pathetic Crap!
feel the same too……
and frankly whatever you said is right……i beleived in that too……but realized when it actually happens who really have no control on ur life and all you want to do is die……..
and when ppl come n say things as u mentioned , dil karta hai k MUH TORDO UNKA
lolzzzzzzzz
in the end DONT LOSE HOPE YAAR lolzzzz